Ban on the server for words towards Chinese players

Hello. I was banned for the phrase in the direction of players from China. Which contained the words "C***g-C***g"
I want to apologize to all Chinese players and server administration for my hateful speech. I'm not a racist. I try to follow the rules of the server carefully as I really like to play on it.
I just acted like an idiot that day. I was very angry because of the troubles of life. My squad played very badly. And when I said these words, I thought that I would call them idiots. I did not know the true meaning of these words, because there are no Chinese people in my country. I knew these words meant something bad. But I didn't think it was so offensive or racist. In any case, I showed disrespect to the players and the rules of the server. For which I want to apologize again. I am very ashamed of my behavior. I want to ask you to unban me if possible. Well, or at least inform the near future when I can return to the server again.
I've never violated server rules before and I've learned my lesson. I promise that this will not happen again. Sorry for the bad english. I used google translate.

Nickname: GrenadierUA
Account ID: 41face6362e74ff9b9064d45e2604d24

Hello, I was banning admin. Standard ban for racism is 30 days. I'm sorry to hear about troubles in your life. In the future do your best to not take it out on other people, especially bringing race into it. Thank you for the respectful appeal and we'll see you back in game soon.

Hello. Can I get my ban off now? It's been more than a month. Looking forward to returning to play on the server.