Ban Appeal

Hello, good afternoon, I have come to appeal a ban that happened 3 or 4 months ago I do not remember well, what I do remember was the reason "racism", according to an admin who answered me the day after my ban, which in 1 month was going to be unbanned. It's possible?

Seriously? For being a first time and having apologized? But please men! It will not happen again, I was waiting more than 1 month for them to undo me and now it turns out not?

Hello may i at least know why bcs i explained my situation in appeal but no one seems to did actual question they just pulled up random things i even got called almost an idiot for not knowing whats 1488, sorry for not being British or American.
I just dont get it why u have ban me when i never said anything racist.

Hello, its me Joseph again.
I am here after month since my last appeal where i got explained and denied why i was banned for racism.

Well where do i start, yes i had name Hans Schmidt / Smith idc how u wanna to call it then i made new acc called Kira1488 wich i find out later on in the respond of my first ban appeal it was an Neo nazi moto that i DIDNT knew it was something since i am not American and we dont see these so much.

The reason i had Hans Schmidt with (SS) on start of it is that in with this name specificly i WAS playing an Gmod RP where there was something like Dark RP ( just RP but there is alot of things like gun dealers etc. ). On that server there was some WW2 German clan and i was intressted in joining and i had to use some german like name and (SS) but in that time i didnt rly carred what it is ( symbol and backstory). so i
fun fact: first time i joined server i had that (SS) in my name and i got actually told by SL to change it bcs it bannable so i changed it to Cpt.Schmidt and that was more normal name with ENG rank ofc.

And now to my final point why i am here again.
I have start more learing about the things Germans and other Facist countries did in WW2 and i feel ashamed i had something connect with it or just by reffering to it. Kira1488 meaning of the name, Kira was supposed to be a reference *sigh* yes to anime guy and that 1488 was pure random number or perhaps just reference to my brother being born 14. of April 2008.

So kinda i legit started to look at history in diffrent point of view with also fact not being able to play on ENG speaking Server but Russian instead.

P.S I hope Admin will consider that i wrote and that i mean it , i am legit sorry for this all and i hope you gonna understand, Have a great day. -Joseph

(acc ID: 0763a5e5d8d448c1852988f589d60757 )