Got banned for 7 days

Banning admin: ShrapGnoll

Here, i've been told i'm a pretty known allchat trashtalker and i know that, so i wanna apologize for the discomfort i caused, it's my habit to talk like that in games and i'm a guy who cannot control his emotion (Bipolar), so i usually lash out on the allchat, i'm really really really sorry.

let me tell you the problem, so we're in sahel, i made a tank squad, so we've just waiting for tank to spawn, we gave a guy named Coelho and one other guy the tank, no problem with that, he blew the first tank up, after that, half of my squadmate is gone and i need to afk, so i gave my squadlead to my friend (Idk what happened after this, i'm away from my laptop).

After that, he took the other tank, we unlocked the squad to let other people join the tank squad so he could take and run the tank properly, he waited, no one joins, he calls to us, we're still afk, after that he took the matter into his own hands, he joined another squad and take the tank with the guys there, i tried to solve it in local voice chat for a while, instead listening to me and joining tank squad back, he ignores me and zooms out going into the frontlines, ofcourse i would be pissed, so i reported "Coelho" and another guy called "ADVKHR" or something like that, after they're kicked, a guy named dogs and me took the tank near the cache, ofcourse i need intel and i checked our squad leader doesn't use his mic and freekitting with a HAT kit, because of that, i reported him, while i took care of this mess and using tank to kill the enemies, Coelho joined back and starts to piss at me, at first, i don't have a single problem with it, but because my SL left the squad, Coelho got the SL, he straight up kicked me and my friend while i'm in the tank, ofcourse i would be pissed af, i joined back and started to have an argument with him, he kicked me again, so i reported him to the admins, he said negative from stealing tank, when you literally can check tracker and see him stealing the tank mid round, i snapped and started to tried to waste tank and all of the stuff (i'm really really sorry for doing that, i make rash decision when i'm mad), Coelho locked the squad, i tried to recover the tank but round already ends.

We changed map to Operation Thunder after all of that, i made a cas squad named "CAS Coelho--" to taunt him, the server started talking how on sahel the known cache can get blown up very fast, they started talking if there's a hacker on the enemy team or it's just pure luck, my friend misinterpret it as them talking about the tank incident (because admin joined the conversation about the sahel hacker too), i told him it's not because of that, few seconds after that, i got banned for 7 days, detailed info below:

• Ban Reason: Toxic 
• Ban Length: 168 Hours
• Ban Admin: Either ShrapGnoll or Shrap/Sharp

Still, i'm really really sorry for snapping at all chat and the report function, i got a really bad day today and i just want to chill in PR, but unfortunately, i can't, so i'm really sorry for spamming allchat and the report function and i cannot really control my selection of words (i always say cuss words, whether in english or in my own language, it's just a habit to accidentally say cuss words between letters, i'm really sorry for that).

Thanks for reading.
Kato Megumi.
31/03/2022/19:02 GMT 7 

Yeah i know it i got a pretty bad portfolio to the admins and yeah i'm sorry for insulting other player a monkey, it's just i'm having a bad day and he's just being an asshole about it (not an excuse, i know), so i snapped.

Yeah, i got to control my emotion somehow, i have bipolar and i'm trying to control my emotions, sometimes if i can't i ended up doing everything that's usually not allowed, so i'm very sorry.

(I'm not sorry for what i did to coelho, but still, that doesn't mean i could insult people, i need to find better ways to deal with people i guess) 

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